#Designer : the Delayed Dream

          Hulla guys welcome back to my blog. It has been so long for posting nothing in this blog. When i got chit chat with my friend about "What is your ambition when you were kid?" Maybe mostly of us will answer "I wanna be doctor, I wanna be police, I wanna be singer" and many creative answers. My friend told me that his ambition when he was kid is made his own game about whatever. That's interest enough, cause at my era, game PC or game online were not as popular as now.

          So, what is my ambition when i were kid? In my house, the bathroom has window that will make you can see the sky clearly. And when i got evening bath, i always looking at that and wondering if sometimes i can out of space. So that's why i interest in astronomical thing. But the thing that make me more interest is design. I think designer is cool, they can express their feeling through design. When i were in 4th grade, i like drawing kind of clothes on textbook. Then i saw my friend did the same thing like me, so i moved to draw on notebook, just usual notebook with strips. I drew so many clothing models, beginning from the casual till the gown. I expect when im adult i can be designer. So that's why i keep drawing no matter my mom told me to stop drawing and start focus on my study hehe. I enjoyed this, i can pour my creativity through design and keep my score good on study :) But dont know why suddenly my mom ripped and threw away the design that i made. My mom did it when i was in 6th grade. I was keep crying at that time. Yeah you know it was like a fat kid lost her cakes, so sad.

          But after had chit chat with my friend bout our own ambition when we were kids, it feels like i found new inspiration. It just like "We life just once. Do what you love". So 2 days ago, i did my friend's suggestion "If you feel bored, just draw". Yes I draw. Not drawing such this thing for 6 years more feel lil bit strange, but feel like "a fat kid has her cakes back", so great. Well, although the design really amateur, but this is fun :) I need about 20 minutes to finish these.